Damn its cold here in Wisconsin, the Thanksgiving Holiday is just a week away and I have not confirmed if I would have dinner with my family or not either way it's cool they will be glad to have me there no confirmation or RSVP necessary however; the problem is I can not imagine being in that house with you know who, it scares me and right about now I am really vulnerable. Yeah he put it down the last time we did the damn thang, and I am in need of that freak shyte he does and I can't take the chance of letting it happen again.
A brotha is having the worst luck at meeting other brothas that can keep my attention or that is attractive to me, this brotha is starting to feel lonely and I know it is simply the change of season with this change my nights have grown longer than my days and that means a brotha spends more time in the condo alone and I am not at all pleased with that, shyte a brotha can only tolerate so much porno, and solo nights. Got hit the bars again can't do this long cold winter alone, maybe I should got out with the brotha that I met a few weeks ago he has been really treating me friendly and he appears to have some of the same interest not that it matters right about now. Okay I will call after the holiday when I return yes chances are I wil do Thanksgiving with family.
Work has turned out to be a real pain in the ass these past few months and I am so pleased that contract renewal takes place next year however; I am not running my Black ass out that door without having lined up another job, it is tough finding suitable employment even with a degree and years of experience nor is a brotha isn't getting any younger.
Jeffrey has been kicked to the curb by his college boyfriend after they hit the mall for pre-season holiday shopping the cute little chocolate dawg has moved on to greener pastures. Jeffrey isn't really taking it hard he relishes the thought of helping a brotha out. LMAO! Now he thinks he is going to hang at my house and have me consuming beer every night of the week, not likely I may be lonely, but not in need of his company that much. Just think this man was in the back of the closet just a few months ago even I had no real clue about his sexual preference.
I have no idea if the ex is actually allowing his country ass kin folks to follow him to my family's Thanksgiving dinner, apparently some of our folks knew each other back in the South. I think he has an aunt that went to college with one of my aunts anyhow, they feel quite comfortable being amongst my family when I am not even that comfortable being around certain family members. Ke does have some phine young cuzins and they call me from time to time to inquire when they can come to visit me, chile pleeze! All they did was call girls and run up on campus chasing females so why in the world do I need them in my house? That family cost me money the last time they were here in Madison for Ke's graduation. Now if his cuzin from SIU comes through that's another situation altogether; the brotha is the cat's meow.
Okay let me get some reading done, I have many blogs to catch up on, I do miss you guys. Have a great Thanksgiving Holiday, holla at ya later.
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I really feel on the suitable work is hard to find even though you have experience and a degree...that is ESPECIALLY difficult in a country such as the Bahamas...But what can we do huh? Enjoy your holiday and make the best of it...
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Work is hard to find. I've had stable employment for quite a while, but I look just to see what's out there and there isn't a whole lot going on.
Thanksgiving?? Do it with the family. Ups downs and all arounds, they're still the people who will be there (hopefully)
As far as the job thing goes, you will have to do what you have to do. Sometimes it may mean taking a chance on life. I think that people are saying that we will be in a recession for the next few years; are you willing to wait that long? If so, then no problem. Just wait until the moment is right. If not, then you may have to take that risk and jump for your own sanity.
I've been working 14 years at a company that I hate and I'm still waiting for that right momemt. Another mistake that I've made in life.
Long time I know but good to hear you are doing better Chet. I agree, do family with the relatives. They are entertaining and good for the soul.
Oh my job is paining me in the ass as well, and not in the good way...glad to see you're back, we missed you.
Come to Jersey pimpn..Ill definetly keep you busy lol.
Have a happy thanksgiving.
No beer...its fattening..drink soem grey goose it lessens the blow to the stomache lol
We miss you too...
Have a Happy Thanksgiving Chet
Holla
I know the feeling. A few months ago I was feeling the same way. I found that if you stop looking for it (whatever "it" may be) is when you will find it. (or it will find you). Its all about the anticipation that is bringing you down.
not as much as I do! i better get to it! maybe by the end of the week i will be almost to a hundred unread posts... im at like 300! i started today at 455. but i read till i got a headache! anywhoo...
u feel you on these long nights, they hittin me too! and im busy like 4-5 of my nights a week!
I'm not into having significant other really, but I kinda want one, too. I need to snuggle up for the winter.
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